Terror

January 8, 2012
The day's significant planetary aspect makes you certain of one thing, and that is that you are not sure what is going on between you and your sweetest love. No matter what angle you view the situation from, it just does not seem to make any sense. Perhaps instead of wracking your brains, you would be better to cease speculating, and allow the situation to unfold of its own accord.

I'm winning in the game against terrorism. My own personal terrorism. Where I self destruct or destroy something important to me out of fear. I have been talked down a couple of times this month and it is starting to pay off, and I'm learning more about myself and about patience.

January 26, 2012

If you have had someone special in mind, then be prepared to get that much closer now, thanks to the astral energy in the air. If you are attending any kind of party or social gathering, be prepared for the temperature between you to rise dramatically. You will both feel able to share your emotions in a positive and possibly passionate way. After this you may even become a permanent item. 

Hmmmm. Terrified comes to mind and shared that today even with him and maybe admitting that to him will help him have a better understanding of why I do the things I do.